Thursday, December 2, 2010

i worry more than i should. i also think of the past more than i should. i find myself sitting up awake, instead of trying to sleep, thinking about secrets and secret lives. that sounds very drastic, and very dramatic, but i cannot seem to stray my thoughts from it. there are two years that i will never know about. suspicions that will never be put to rest because i have said they are in the past, and for the most part they really are. what about the days when they aren't? what happens on the days when my thoughts go back to old circles that i've desperately tried to run away from? i won't run into any answers tonight, and i can't even promise myself that i'll run into any answers in the near future. one day i'll think something, and then the next day what i thought was truth will be wrong. there are no real answers, you can just try.

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